You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply Id rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you In what you say or do Im only just beginning To see the real you
And sometimes when we touch The honestys too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I want to hold you till I die Till we both break down and cry I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy Leaves me battling with my pride But through all the insecurity Some tenderness survives Im just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch The honestys too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I want to hold you till I die Till we both break down and cry I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times Id like to break you And drive you to your knees At times Id like to break through And hold you endlessly At times I understand you And I know how hard you try I watched while love commands you And Ive watched love pass you by At times I think were drifters Still searching for a friend A brother or a sister But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch The honestys too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I want to hold ya till I die Till we both break down and cry I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides Subsides
I like the guitar in this music! soothing and nice, i like. I like her voice, clear and nice!
I grew up in Sunday school, I memorized the Golden Rule And how Jesus came to set the sinner free I know the story inside out, and I can tell you all about the path that led Him up to Calvary But ask me why He loves me, and I don't know what to say But I'll never be the same because He changed my life when He became...
(CHORUS) Everything to me (everything to me) He's more than a story (more than a story) More than words on a page of history He is the air that I breathe (the air that I breathe), the water I thirst for (water I thirst for) And the ground beneath my feet Oh He's everything, everything to me
We're living in uncertain times And more and more I find that I'm aware of just how fragile life can be I wanna tell the world I've found, a love that turned my life around They need to know that they can taste and see Now everyday I'm prayin' (everday praying) just to give my heart away (give my heart away) I wanna live for Jesus, so that someone else might see that He is...
Everything to me (everything to me) He's more than a story (more than a story) More than words on a page of history (the air that I breathe) He's the air that I breathe (the air that I breathe), the water I thirst for (water I thirst for) And the ground beneath my feet Oh He's everything, (oh He's everything to me)
And lookin' back over my life at the end, (I'll go to meet You) I'll go to meet You, sayin You've been..
Everything to me More than a story More than words on a page of history
You're everything to me (everything to me) You're more than a story (more than a story) More than words on a page of history You're the air that I breathe (the air that I breathe), the water I thirst for (water I thirst for) And the ground beneath my feet You're everything Lord You're everything to me, Jesus
Everything, You're the water I thirst for You're everything to me, Jesus, oh Everything, You're the water I thirst for The air I breathe, the song I sing, oh Everything to me, everything to me You're my life, my love, everything
And for this song, it's the lyrics that kinda expressed how i feel :)
Knowing You All I once held dear built my life upon All this world reveres, and wars to own All I once thought gain I have counted loss Spent and worthless now, compared to this
(Chorus:) Knowing you, Jesus knowing you There is no greater thing You're my all you're the best You're my joy, my righteousness And I love you ,lord
Now my heart's desire is to know you more To be found in you, and known as yours To possess by faith what I could not earn All surpassing gift of righteousness
(Chorus)
Oh to know the power of your risen life And to know you in your suffering To become like you in your death my Lord So with You to live And never die
Yes, i feel much better today! Thank you Joelle, Xuan and Daddy for being there to even just lend a listening ear and reminding me that God's plans are good, no matter how things may seem to be. What an irony..i'm still learning .. to give thanks in all circumstances..if not for Him, i would have long given up and just run away i guess hehehe..
you're my all you're my joy :)
♥ 9:11 AM
If only i can change.... i would have changed many things..some things you can choose, while there are many things you can't. but apparently, i'm not the one with the final say.. Sighs. what to do? it seems just sooo difficult. lost hope >.<
Taking a breather from TRANSCRIPTS! whheee... that's something that really CAN kill.haha. anyway, i'm blogging now from harbourfrom MAC! cool to have a laapy cause you can use it anywhere!..
Anw, wed evening was super fun because we went to the Gym! hehehe, really had fun laughing at this particular woman!! (lol, weiling, i am sure who you know i am talking about).. and i'm amazed that all guys are training muscles..not even a female in sight..then we went to the all male territory to get dumbells.HAHA! those two silly girls are playing w the dumbells, while i went to cycle..aiyahhh i must improve my timing for 2.4. REALLY MUST. after that, the usual dinner and weiling really can eat! was quite crazy all the way with the usual rubbish from seeyuanting.
Hope to go to the Gym again! And i'm going to Yunnan this year for my 2nd Mission TriP! :)
Monday, January 19, 2009
♥ 10:04 PM
my brain is almost dead, with just one hour of sleep >.<
Thursday, January 15, 2009
♥ 8:15 AM
Hahah! Jacyln posted this video on her blog, and i like it because it reminded me of what we did that day when we went for DIMSUM! weiling was the camerawoman!
too lazy to update anything now.
friends like that;
Monday, January 12, 2009
♥ 7:39 AM
*helppeixian says: Dear Heavenly Father, Right now, i just wanna commit choomin into your hands. This period may be a very tough one for her but Lord, once again, i pray that you'll fill her heart with your peace. and Lord we know that nothing on earth can satisfy our hearts except you. No amount of achievements can truly satisfy except you. You are her living water. you are her source and sole provider.
*helppeixian says: may you lead and bring her thru this period and in jesus name i pray AMEN.
thank you, friend. :) Friends like that keeps me going. I'm tired of complaining. and i hope to be this kind of friends to the people around me too. Jiayou all PCS people who are chionging assignments! let's do it!
i seldom blog on a sunday! but here i am, taking a breather from Legal essay. the following next two weeks is gonna be fantastically fantastic! ahaha. all the best to all students working to complete assignments on time, let's do it!
Yesterday was good ! still, i can't believe that i spent 50min walking from boonlay mrt station to the library.. haha! when it was just a 10 min walk away.it was a really wasted walk..I prayed that my life would not be like this, walking around in circles..LOL.
My environment (outside)can be messy, pressurising and demanding, but i know that the peace that Jesus gives me (inside) will never change and always be there, passing me through all the ups and downs in life.
MAGGOTS! hahaha
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
♥ 1:16 AM
♥ Joanna - ONE THOUSAND WORDS (: says: ah ok
♥ Joanna - ONE THOUSAND WORDS (: says: MY DEADLINE FOR MAGGOT THERAPY REPORT POSTPONED TO MONDAY I'M SO HAPPY YAY
a backpack traveller says: hahaha
a backpack traveller says: LOL
a backpack traveller says: maggot
♥ Joanna - ONE THOUSAND WORDS (: says: yep
♥ Joanna - ONE THOUSAND WORDS (: says: its pretty amazing
♥ Joanna - ONE THOUSAND WORDS (: says: if your free you can go read up on it
a backpack traveller says: wah
a backpack traveller says: maagot>/
a backpack traveller says: as in MAGGOT
a backpack traveller says: hhaha
a backpack traveller says: i thought u were scolding
a backpack traveller says: LOL
a backpack traveller says: so it's really maggot
a backpack traveller says: LOLOLOLOL
♥ Joanna - ONE THOUSAND WORDS (: says: YESS
♥ Joanna - ONE THOUSAND WORDS (: says: HAHAHAHAHAHA OMG
♥ Joanna - ONE THOUSAND WORDS (: says: IT IS REALLY MAGGOT
a backpack traveller says: LOL
a backpack traveller says: this is really amusing
a backpack traveller says: okok i am going to post this up
Was just being bored. then i recieved jac's Letter! (which i had been anticipating for a while, and which i had been nagging my mum "why no letter in the mail box? any letters for me?" hahaha!)
This is what weiling wrote in her blog and i'm touched!:
dedicated to jacyln and choomin. ♥
you people are the longest friendships i had and the bestest too. this year marks the 8th year and i wanted to tell you how much i love you babies. both of you are the first to come to mind when i had a bad day. cause i know you guys will definitely makes me a happier person.
i like the way we always meet up almost once every 2 weeks and how you people make every dam single outing so laughable till i tears. and how we always do embarrassed things that always make people shock and often get scolded by the public. lmao. and even staying at choomin house makes the house too noisy for her mum to sleep. and how you girls and felicia came my house to suprise me on my birthday and screammmm when the neighbour dog barks. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
but we are young and fun! so we must do it more often. :D damn the public.
and i know i damn attitude to you girls for the pass 2 or 3 months cause was pretty bad mood. but you people didn't give up on me and even meet me in school and cheer me up. ♥
people comes in and out of our lives and left only memories. but im glad we stay and i hope it is for eternity.
and remember our plan for jacyln, choomin, yingjie,yeapjun,felicia,michelle and my birthday! AHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAH
Hahah! i thank God for this two precious people in my life since primary school days. i bet my pri sch days would have been so dull without the two of you !.. and yes, i'm glad that we've maintained our friendships over the years and it's always a joy to go out with you people because of all those silly things we do.. just like KIDS. Have a Blessed 2009 and may you two find the meaning and purpose of your lives this year :D
Body Shop mist and perfume
Bible study guide
New Handphone
GOOD GPA
Everyday walking with God
that brown long skirt at far east
clothes VOUCHERS!
purple jeans
