Wednesday, January 31, 2007
♥ 5:35 AM
i want to be able to say this on the last day of my life on earth:
"i've ran a good race for u lord."
and even though sometimes ur way i cannot understand.i never walk away because my future is in ur hands.i don care wad ppl will say , i'm running after you.i won't turn back and go the way, i'm running after youno matter wad become my way, i'm running after youit's u i'm following today, i'm running after you.indeed, since life started in jc. i experienced wad it is to RUN!
choices-i've reached a point of my life where choices has to be made.
perseverence-wad i really really need in a race.
but let me tell u this, i end up walking most of the time and i realise that this is my human weakeness.andi've came to realise that this is the same for my spiritual walk. if i were to depend on myself for this race, gosh. i CARN MAKE IT!!!!!!!!!
but i thank GOd. thank him for his omnipresence.thank him for his manifestation presence and thank HIM for giving us his holy spirit that we need not run this race on our own.
and i thank him for so much so much MORE!
Dear Lord,I really want to be what You expect of me, a good example for the newbies in Christ to see,to be humble and to be honest,To be more like You and less like me.But I know I can't do this alone. I need Your 24/7 support and guidence.Hold me if I fall and carry me if I cry.Because Your love is all I need,and nothing else from this world.Amen.(copyrighted from JAS.haha.cuz tt's eactly wad i wanna say)wad is O lvl results compared to a GOD who noes the plan for ur life. where it's fixed but the choice lies on whether u wan HIS plan or not?
i donno wad's gonna happen in the very near future.
but i noe it's gonna be good simply because God says that he has "plans to prosper us and not to harm us, plans to give us a hope and a future"
i'm running after you!
