Friday, September 29, 2006
♥ 2:13 AM
kevin ong injure his elbow during PE today.
ambulance was called in.
quite bad.
and he had some medical condition.
hmmmm, pray hard that he will heal in time for prac.
although he looks a bit blur blur.
but in fact he's not.he's smart, and i noe he loves GOd.
i can't imagine wad class is like with an empty seat.
it jus feels so weird.
"truSt in the lord with all ur heart and lean not on ur own understanding,
in all ur ways acknowledge him and he will straighten ur path"-proverbs 3:5
"Commit your way to the Lord,trust also in Him,and He shall bring it to pass" psalms 37:5
i'm gonna trust in God.
forget about prelim bahs.time to move on.it's only 3 months
my life is in God's hands.i will follow you till the ends of the earth.wad is valued by men is detestable in God's eyes.help me to understand and know ur heart through ur words/.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
♥ 12:38 AM
bad.
SAJC- for science stream cut off point is 9
NYJC- is 10
meridian JC. i donno the cut off point.
haiyo. how?
pls tag at the board if u noe the cut off point for meridian.tyvm
Monday, September 25, 2006
♥ 9:37 PM
very boreded.
sian.
tmr a.math mock exam lehs.
scared.
but wad's there to scared?
i think i'm focussing too much on a.math..so worried that i'll neglect other subs lehs
haiyo, think i need more time management...
Friday, September 22, 2006
♥ 2:19 AM
"I fall asleep in peace the moment i lie down bcos you alone,O Lord,enable me to live securely" Psalm 4:8
The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island. He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him, and every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthcoming. Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect him from the elements, and to store his few possessions. But then one day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find his little hut in flames, the smoke rolling up to the sky. The worst had happened; everything was lost. He was stunned with grief and anger. “God how could you do this to me!” he cried.
Early the next day, however, he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him. “How did you know I was here?” asked the weary man of his rescuers. “We saw your smoke signal,” they replied.
It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad. But we shouldn’t lose heart, because God is at work in our lives, even in the midst of pain and suffering. Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of God. For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves, God has a positive answer for it:
You say: “It’s impossible”
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: “I’m too tired”
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: “Nobody really loves me”
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)
You say: “I can’t go on”
God says: My grace is sufficient (2 Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
You say: “I can’t figure things out”
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: “I’m not able”
God says: I am able (2 Corinthians 9:8)
You say: “It’s not worth it”
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)
You say: “I can’t forgive myself”
God says: I forgive you (1 John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: “I can’t manage”
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: “I’m afraid”
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (2 Timothy 1:7)
You say: “I’m always worried and frustrated”
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (1 Peter 5:7)
You say: “I don’t have enough faith”
God says: I’ve given everyone a measure of faith (1 Peter 5:7)
You say: “I’m not smart enough”
God says: I give you wisdom (1 Corinthians :30)
You say: “I feel all alone”
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)
this week was really bad. i din noe life can get this bad. i din noe worries can be so overwhelming. i din noe studying can makes u so tired n so dead to life.i din noe how it felt when u were the last few in class, so much so that ur tchr hab to look for u and give u extra work, i din noe that when almost everybody ace it all and u were one of the few that din make it, it would feel discouraging n super stressed BUT if all these did not happen, i wouldn't have noe the overwhelming love of God. i wouldn't have known that he's still here with me. i wou;dn't have known tt i can find rest in him , i wouldn't have been truly convicted that my future lies solely in his hands, i wouldn't have known that he still loves me even when i don do QT properly, i wouldn't have known that he's always watching out for me. i wouldn't have known that his love can nv be compared to human's love. i wouldn't have been truly CONVicted and experience that God wants to be with me during bad times. i wouldn't have Known him.
thanks Px for the drafts. God had spoken to me thru the drafts. thank u a lot. maybe jesus be with everybody xDD
Thursday, September 21, 2006
♥ 6:04 AM
hI! i updated . hahas.
o no! i can hardly contain myself.
Friday, September 15, 2006
♥ 5:02 AM
o NO! o NO!!
GOD IS SOOOOO GOOOD!
heh. he's really gd mans~!
i was doing QT ystd, but then dry.like he's not speaking to me anymore, i know GOD always have things to tell me.so i jus wait wait and wait, read bible and sutff.
maybe i am not doi8ng it with my WHOLE heart.with ALL my heart or sth.
anyways, there was once i saw this disc in life bookshop. got kinda cool cover, really felt like buying it because i am jus so sian listening.to my old CDs, the magnificient JOSHUA CD and lotsa.
but this month cash flow kinda tight. donno why. i'm left with like less than 50 dollars. HAH! and to think that it's only the 15th today,.. i was given around a gd amt of money per month , and for this i thank GOd! wenta compass today, and got impulse to buy the disc..lols, but i din buy la, i din even go to life bookshop!
ha
and i THANK GOD lotsa lotsa.
jus when i think that it's dry and everything he showed me 3DISCS! cuz, music has a special effect for me, cuz i feel that there are some type of music that can draw me close to God.
and today, my mom actually bought a lot of discs 2yrs ago in KOREA.and i actually found THREE JOSHUA CDs..LOL!! praise GOD!!! 2yrs, can u imagine how RIGHT God's timing can be?
2yrs at home, nobody listened to it.
GOD is good.
jus when i need it,
he gave it.=D
WOHHOO! today esther also lent me a book by Reinhard BOONKE?
omg, it's so coOL! this guy is an evangelist that led MILLIONS BILLIONS of ppl to christ in AFRICA>
find one day, i shall blog abt it.
it's FAITH i tell u
it's like the book of ACts being renacted IN THIS WORLD.
wAD GOD DONE in the PAST, HE can DEFINITELY do it NOW! omg, and he wanna do it even more!
and yup, he touched my head before at the national indoor stadium, lols, it was a funny experience cuz everyone was like walking walking then he stand on a chair between the 2 rows of ppl, and he touched the flowing ppl's heads.
LOL! soo cool.
but it's not like his hands got special power or wad
is THE FAITH!
rmb the woman who touched the fringe of JEsus's robe and believe that she can be healed?
OMG ! GOD will be doing GREAT THINGS HEER!!!!!
let's draw closer to him each day.
he can ALL THINGS
things we can't fathom
truly.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
♥ 11:56 PM
haiz.kinda disappointed with the results i'm getting.
i know i know. results are not everything. but i jus can't help but feel that pinch.
so coincidentally, this morning i read the verse "do not let ur hearts be troubled, trust in God , trust also in me"-john 14:1
i wanna TRUST in GOD!
and the QT sharing of yan had reallu spoken to me..
-----------sharing---------------------
Isaiah 44:2
"This is what the Lord says- he who made you, who formed you in the womb, and who will help you: Do not be afraid, O Jacob, my servant, Jeshunrun, whom i have chosen."
1) God knew me before i was form in the womb, and i know my life and future lays in the hands of the Lord. I thank God that because of this, i am able to live by faith and not by sight everyday
2) I learnt that God will help me in every aspects of my life - be it my walk with God, my relationship with ppl, and whatever things i do...God will make a way where there seems to be no way...so what shall i be afraid of? ha
-sharing---------------------
bad results jiu bad results la. at most i go poly or some other place, so long as i noe that GOD is with me, and i am following his plans tightly xD
YUP! so tmr the practical jus gotta JIAYOUS FOR GOD.
and yup, sunday also speaks lot to me. sth about GOD looks at ur heart when u serve, not the outward appearance ( 1sam 16:7)
sometimes, we got too busy and caught up with serving that i'll forgotten wad on earth i am serving for.
now i noe. it's for GOD's GLORy.
i wanna be God-centred!!
♥ 6:16 AM
sometimes i jus wonder, why is GOd nv tired out?
............
the ans is simple, HE's GOD wad.almighty wonderfuL!
God, sometimes i'm jus so tired, i think i carn go on.
like wad my cg leader said, we are jus like a sponge, we absorb and absorb water
but when the sun shines on us, and we began to dry up, how do we actually
give out wad we hab when we are DRIED up?
sometimes i think that GOd don actually speak to me anymore, that's so UNTRUE
.he's not a boring GOD, rmb SOP?
he speaks to us in many diff ways..we gotta listen carefully to his voice each day
EVERyday we should go STRONGER!
i am jus like a toy that needs a battery to operate.
there's this hole in this toy that needs a battery to fill. only the battery can make that toy comes alive.
God is the battery.
sometimes i look to frens, tv,etcetc to fill up that hole.but i'm jus nv truly alive.
only GOd's spirit can fill me up . xXDD
our GOd is an almighty GOD!
all my life
Friday, September 08, 2006
♥ 4:12 AM
By parachute band
My freedom my reason
My savior
That's what u are to me
You free me complete me
My Saviour that's what u are
There's no other like you
There's no one beside u
YOu're more than my heart can contain
Chorus: ANd i will love u all my life
For u are my reason
The one that i live for(x2) nice song. COmplete is nice too.
music is nice.
praises
Sunday, September 03, 2006
♥ 7:56 AM
"Man will fail but God never"
how true is this phrase. i began to see the meaning of it recently. God never fails, MAn will. MAN, this include leaders etc. those high positions christian ppl..they are human and hab their own struggles..so we're placed in a community, to encourage each other to go on. to GROW..heh. yuP! GOD never fails, look to him.
end off with this verse.
"tRust in hIm at all times, O ppl ; pour out your hearts to him ;
for God is our refuge" -psalms 61:8
